four months! well. a little while ago was four months. i don't even check it every day. i was checking off the days today to see how many days it's been. and i got kind of meh about it. what's the next big number? 180 i guess? six months? but there's also 150, which is a nice round number, five months.
i'm much more selective with who i hang out with. i'm afraid i'm isolating myself and losing friends. but that could just be me being dumb and not reaching out. i know they're there.
i don't like obnoxious people. drinking used to make them "tolerable" or i didn't care as much when i was drinking.
i am currently grumpy pants.