i'm losing count of the days! which is nice. i mean, i know the general number. oh. yesterday was 63 days. today will be 64.
ANYWAY. i've been having really annoying and stressful dreams lately. it isn't because of the lack of booze, though. i've had crazy weird dreams forever.
i'm planning a holiday party at work, and people are showing up late and sitting at the wrong tables. they're bringing more people than they said they would and it's a mess.
there are less than 10 people at our actual holiday party, which basically just required me to make reservations at a restaurant and enter our names into an online gift exchange generator. so i don't know where this is coming from. work stress in general? maybe.
i keep getting flashbacks of this dream during the day at work and it's really annoying. i think it was actually the office christmas tree decorations this year. every year it's a whole thing. the tree is lame, the lights aren't enough, the ornaments are terrible. i have NEVER decorated a tree and said "that is an ugly tree, the lights are wrong, the ornaments aren't right." in my opinion, the messier the better.
ALSO WHERE ARE ALL THE COLORED LIGHTS THEY NEED TO BE ON THE TREE, DAMMIT.
well. i think we found the origin of my stress. thank you.